So This Is What Being A Celebrity Feels Like
All my life, I honestly never thought of being a CELEBRITY.
I was raised in an eclectic kind of traditional way, but it was also pretty much ingrained in us that there is “no need to stand out” or that “being popular means being arrogant.”
Last week, just a week when things are really aligning for me and people are messaging me right and left saying thank you for how I touched their lives, I got my first-ever not-so-miracle miracle.
Without breaching client confidentiality, I want to share with you my experience with a client who booked 2 sessions with me. Those booked sessions alone is an honor; for in my mind and in my heart and soul, choosing the person as one’s coach/ healer/ mentor is not a small feat.
I mean, we are living in a world full of information and full of people guaranteeing the best result and the best whatever, right?
So anyway, after the first session, I realized there was a mismatch. The client purchased something she was skeptical to try but was willing to give it a go (somehow).
Since my work is very much exploratory and experiential, it is very hard to say right off what results the client will have, except for –
She will feel different after.
As expected, different she felt. She was uncomfortable, which was very very good because discomfort is the first sign of stretching and expansion; but, that was perceived in a different way. She went on to say that she isn’t complaining yet she wants to lead the way to where the remaining session will go or she is preaching what I can say are definitely criticisms.
I felt like, well, it’s one thing to expect pizza after ordering pasta, but it’s another to expect the one making pasta to cook like the one making the pizza, right?
So, after deep meditation and receiving messages longer than those from my VIP clients (some of these clients even went through abusive relationships), I felt it was important to just let this go. It is because I felt I was not the right person to help, and I wasn’t sure whether or not the client wanted to be helped.
And so, I humbly and genuinely expressed how I felt. I offered a refund and asked for a donation instead, because the responsibility is both ways.
But even after agreeing to the refund and the donation, her messages didn’t stop coming.
My spirit took a strong beating, and I have to say, my light dimmed a bit, my shine gloomed…
It took me quite a while to come back, and I have to thank my masseur, my prayer and meditation, my support system, my other satisfied clients and the universe propelling my #7DaysOfMiracles forward – 12 hours earlier than it should be launched! (Automation -– Oops, but, there is no co-incidence, is there?)
So anyhow, the said client is still sending me messages up until this Monday (I’m not opening that messaging, but with FB’s configuration, it has recently been at the top of my thread). I chose not to block, because I feel, well, people change. Perhaps that wasn’t wise, but I will of course wait and see.If the bashing doesn’t stop, I will block.
Anyway, now that I’ve more or less settled,
I just had to laugh!!!!
It seems I didn’t know what I was asking for when I intended to touch a million souls by the end of 2017.
Because, of course, by trying to reach out to a million souls, one becomes some kind of a celebrity.
I was actually sharing with a friend,“ So this is how celebrities feel!”
Even if they have hundreds of fan mails and only get one or two bashers, those one or two might affect them somehow.
If this is the “BURDEN” that comes with the “BLESSING” of my gifts and my miracles, I accept all of it!
I mean, what is life without fully living it?
Initially, the only way I see out of this was:
Dim your blessing and your light so no darkness will come and try to breach it.
But no, I just need to practice more and more and more!
A lot of people have been “Maria’d” and have really changed their outlooks in life!
So, I am embracing my greatness and all the minute details that come with it!!
What about you? Would you accept the burden that comes with your blessings?
It’s never too late to join the #7DaysofMiracles! So, come and partake in this wonderful cause to experience the fun!!!
In a few days, I will be hosting and facilitating the first ever FB revolution – a week of revelations and revolutionary re-programming.
To learn more of the FB revolution that I’m talking about, click here.